Trying to get back to 'ok' by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Trying to get back to 'ok'
(The full real title didn't fit, it is actually called ) (Also, the song isn't finished. It lacks a chorus and there will probably be at least one more verse, with that in mind here ya go)
It starts, lights out to quiet,
Voices whispering each others names,
The first time that they try it,
Nothing will ever be quite the same
And at the same time,
They both wonder if this was right,
Did they make a mistake tonight?
Will it ever be ok?
Act two, the stage is set for heartbreak,
Cause he isn't what she wants,
Watch close, The slow progression,
Turing once close friends to nothing more,
Then awkward glances,
Hide his feelings, give h
Give me a chance and I'll try to forget,
If we live in regret of the things we've broken,
Soon I'll believe every word that you've said,
When I have nothing left will you be satisfied?
Sing me to death, cause you know in the end,
There was treason behind every word you've spoken,
Smile as you know I'm breathing my last breath
With a tear in your eye and a smile on the inside.
New song concept by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
New song concept
Hey kid, what are you trying to prove?
Nobodys listening to you,
Your all alone and talking to the wall,
Your cries, they fall upon deaf ears tonight,
The hollowness shines in your eyes,
It won't be long until you fall,
Step back, and take a listen closer now,
Cause slowly time is running out,
And it will be gone faster then you think,
Think fast, before our present is the past,
Is there something to make this last,
Or was our ship destined to sink?
Speak up,
And Write down,
The lyrics and the sound,
They can take you far from here,
Fight hard,
And love gently,
But the most important thing is,
Cherish each smile and each te
Tonight I cannot sleep.... by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Tonight I cannot sleep....
Tonight I cannot sleep, I cannot dream, I only weep
For the love Ill never have, and the desires that I keep,
Locked away behind my lips, Im imagining her hips,
Ive been flirting with the edge for so long now Ive finally slipped,
All at once it felt so right, it felt so wrong, I played along,
She asked me how wed manage once the desires were all gone,
I told her it could work and that the awkwardness would fade,
I didnt mention what would take its place, a lifetime filled with hate,
Deep inside I think I want her, but its getting hard to tell,
On the outside now I hate her outwardly condemn t
Becoming aware by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Becoming aware
I'm not the kid you used to know,
The life I've led riddled with hate,
It started when I realized,
This world we're in is just for show,
I've been meaning to tell you thanks,
Because you hid the truth from me,
It was better when I didn't know,
Life's a gunfight and I've been shooting blanks,
We've all been playing our own part,
In history's greatest masquerade,
Happily we live for this charade,
And inside you've known it from the start.
I choose her poison by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
I choose her poison
The visible poison makes the temptation,
All the more seductive,
You've been branded as a killer,
The blood red stain infused into your atramentous skin,
A warning serving to alert your victims,
A futile attempt to counteract fate,
When I saw you my life ended,
Destiny and inevitability need only to synchronize now,
Every breath that staggers into my lungs,
Stolen from those with decisions left to be made,
Your hourglass speaks to my frozen veins,
Your venom flowing freely now,
Slowly creeping down the corridors to my heart,
My mind has already atrophied,
Subconsciously ensuring my own destruction,
I chose to let you in........
Lifecycles of the mind by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Lifecycles of the mind
I am seventy now and my life has flown by,
I look back on the things I'll never get to try,
My kids have their kids and they spare me no time,
This world has lost all its reason and rhyme,
I lay slowly drifting into that great dark abyss,
Trying to remember all the things I will miss,
As nightfall grows closer I can feel myself seem,
To fade to the welcoming start of a dream....
I awoke in the morning to find once again,
I'd gone backwards through time to a day I was ten,
My whole life ahead sure I'll spare you a minute,
To listen to your story if adventure lies in it,
My attention is fleeting life the youth I enjoy,
Or the passi
Trying to get back to 'ok' by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Trying to get back to 'ok'
(The full real title didn't fit, it is actually called ) (Also, the song isn't finished. It lacks a chorus and there will probably be at least one more verse, with that in mind here ya go)
It starts, lights out to quiet,
Voices whispering each others names,
The first time that they try it,
Nothing will ever be quite the same
And at the same time,
They both wonder if this was right,
Did they make a mistake tonight?
Will it ever be ok?
Act two, the stage is set for heartbreak,
Cause he isn't what she wants,
Watch close, The slow progression,
Turing once close friends to nothing more,
Then awkward glances,
Hide his feelings, give h
Give me a chance and I'll try to forget,
If we live in regret of the things we've broken,
Soon I'll believe every word that you've said,
When I have nothing left will you be satisfied?
Sing me to death, cause you know in the end,
There was treason behind every word you've spoken,
Smile as you know I'm breathing my last breath
With a tear in your eye and a smile on the inside.
New song concept by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
New song concept
Hey kid, what are you trying to prove?
Nobodys listening to you,
Your all alone and talking to the wall,
Your cries, they fall upon deaf ears tonight,
The hollowness shines in your eyes,
It won't be long until you fall,
Step back, and take a listen closer now,
Cause slowly time is running out,
And it will be gone faster then you think,
Think fast, before our present is the past,
Is there something to make this last,
Or was our ship destined to sink?
Speak up,
And Write down,
The lyrics and the sound,
They can take you far from here,
Fight hard,
And love gently,
But the most important thing is,
Cherish each smile and each te
Tonight I cannot sleep.... by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Tonight I cannot sleep....
Tonight I cannot sleep, I cannot dream, I only weep
For the love Ill never have, and the desires that I keep,
Locked away behind my lips, Im imagining her hips,
Ive been flirting with the edge for so long now Ive finally slipped,
All at once it felt so right, it felt so wrong, I played along,
She asked me how wed manage once the desires were all gone,
I told her it could work and that the awkwardness would fade,
I didnt mention what would take its place, a lifetime filled with hate,
Deep inside I think I want her, but its getting hard to tell,
On the outside now I hate her outwardly condemn t
Becoming aware by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Becoming aware
I'm not the kid you used to know,
The life I've led riddled with hate,
It started when I realized,
This world we're in is just for show,
I've been meaning to tell you thanks,
Because you hid the truth from me,
It was better when I didn't know,
Life's a gunfight and I've been shooting blanks,
We've all been playing our own part,
In history's greatest masquerade,
Happily we live for this charade,
And inside you've known it from the start.
I choose her poison by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
I choose her poison
The visible poison makes the temptation,
All the more seductive,
You've been branded as a killer,
The blood red stain infused into your atramentous skin,
A warning serving to alert your victims,
A futile attempt to counteract fate,
When I saw you my life ended,
Destiny and inevitability need only to synchronize now,
Every breath that staggers into my lungs,
Stolen from those with decisions left to be made,
Your hourglass speaks to my frozen veins,
Your venom flowing freely now,
Slowly creeping down the corridors to my heart,
My mind has already atrophied,
Subconsciously ensuring my own destruction,
I chose to let you in........
Lifecycles of the mind by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
Lifecycles of the mind
I am seventy now and my life has flown by,
I look back on the things I'll never get to try,
My kids have their kids and they spare me no time,
This world has lost all its reason and rhyme,
I lay slowly drifting into that great dark abyss,
Trying to remember all the things I will miss,
As nightfall grows closer I can feel myself seem,
To fade to the welcoming start of a dream....
I awoke in the morning to find once again,
I'd gone backwards through time to a day I was ten,
My whole life ahead sure I'll spare you a minute,
To listen to your story if adventure lies in it,
My attention is fleeting life the youth I enjoy,
Or the passi
She that haunts my dreams by styleofthelivingdead, literature
Literature
She that haunts my dreams
The cracked white wood of the door,
Accented by faded glass and metal,
Slowly opened to reveal a vision,
Beauty incarnate,
An angel,
Disguised with flesh and blood and bone,
As that of a human,
Her eyes a sort of crimson jade,
And hair, words can't describe the shade,
Goddess hidden in mortal cave,
Her living presence will forever reside,
Inside the deepest confines of my mind,
The inevitable, inescapable, comparison of her to these mortal eves,
Will ever haunt me,
She is the bane of and the reason for my existence,
I aspire that death may take me,
In vain hope that I will know her presence once more.
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